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Cult of the Nu Girl

by Reena Pang

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1.
Intro 01:06
2.
Initiation 03:14
Poison. There is a poison Coursing through the world we know. You can hear it. Don't let the Noise win, Come with us. We'll take you below. [Corpros move at a rotten pace, grinding us into a paste but you'll find sanctuary here a chance for you to disappear come with us, the moon is high touch the ground, reach for the sky don’t forget when it was green we won’t forget when it was green] Poison. There's a poison moving through the world I know. I can hear it. Won't let the Noise win. Take me in, I'll go below.
3.
Nu Girl Hymn 05:10
Come to me sisters, come as you are Come to me, all, who share my scars Kneel at the altar of sacrifice Offer your grist, take back your life And we will rise And we will rise And we will face the rising tide Reject their scripture, of polished stone Of statued men and shattered bone Honor thy body, adore thy sins, Consecrate this truth into your skin And we will rise And we will rise And we will face the rising tide And we will rise And we will rise And we will face the rising tide While they scream abuses While they tell their lies We sing devotions all through the night E'en with their torch held high e'en with their guns to the sky We’re hand in hand til’ the morning light We’ll be alright And we will rise And we will rise And we will face the rising tide And we will rise And we will rise And we will face the rising tide
4.
empty in the temple floors quiet, quiet, so forlorn I am dying as I dine thirsting for those lips of wine think that I am going mad pacing, pacing, what a drag I am getting nowhere fast keeping my heart in a glass wish for sweetness, wish for soft wish no harm comes to our ‘croft even as I feel the weight the speed at which the world rotates circle, circle, go around trace a path upon the ground all good things come to an end and dawn is just around the bend. may we find something tender in this darkness may we find something holy may we forgive ourselves for feeling lonely may we find a chance to breathe may we find something tender in this darkness may we find something holy may we forgive ourselves for being lonely may we find a chance to breathe
5.
(This is an announcement from The Cult of the Nu Girl: We say no more. No more early graves. For a better dawn, we rise.) [We've never been so afraid The world closes in more each day Our breaths go shallow, our hands run cold This world is turning inhospitable They beat the rusted drum of war They picked their targets, hear them marching across the floor A shiny gun with a shiny car They would kill an angel just to be a star] (This is a Declaration of War) GRAB YOUR WEAPON HOLD IT HIGH STAND UP RAISE UP TO THE SKY GRAB YOUR WEAPON AND ASCEND TO THE RAMPARTS TO DEFEND YOUR LIVES [Telling their lies to sell some death Propping up a mannequin, making it the shibboleth They lit flames across the library Forbidden knowledge being scoured for eternity They’ll eat themselves but they’ll eat us first The Ouroboros will never die of thirst Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide] Wish it didn’t have to be this way (There's a beautiful world that has yet to be born) Wish it didn’t have to be this way (There’s a beautiful world full of roses and thorns) Wish it didn’t have to, Wish it didn’t have to Wish it didn’t have to be this way (Artie, Lead the Way) GRAB YOUR WEAPON HOLD IT HIGH STAND UP RAISE UP TO THE SKY GRAB YOUR WEAPON AND ASCEND TO THE RAMPARTS TO DEFEND YOUR LIVES
6.
BARGAIN 03:44
You Get What You Bargained For With Every Deal Soaked In Blood You Let the Reaper Through the Door And Now They’re Dragging You Through the Mud So Every Monster Comes to Town Every Dog Freed From Their Leash To Rip Your Throat Right Out Your Mouth To Do You Dirty In the Streets! Everybody watching from the sidelines Take your turn now don’t be shy Everybody watching from the sidelines There’s nowhere left to hide Everybody now there’s no more sidelines Come on and take your turn No use in running now there’s no more sidelines Together we will make it burn, DOWN (Keep your prayers to yourself, hold your pretty little lies Cuz we’re marching down the street, getting closer, getting wise To your tricks tricks tricks, no more parties no more games, Can’t keep playing both sides, now it all goes up in flames) (WE WANT BLOOD) Everybody watching from the sidelines Everybody watching from the sidelines Everybody no there’s no more sidelines No use in running now there’s no more sidelines
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Bullet wound, Smell of blood in the air Vacant tomb, Prefigured in the despair I reach for you But I am pulled away I reach for you I reach for you Before the eulogy There are things I cannot say until you come back to me Before the eulogy Don't let me be the one who carries this weight on You told me martyrs don't make good lovers So I kissed you to make sure you would never take that chance And there you go, far beyond my point of view Spinning the roulette that makes my heart dance Before the eulogy There are things I cannot say until you come back to me Before the eulogy Don't let me be the one who carries this weight on Don't be the kind of girl I must memorialize My idol worship is meant for your eyes Don't sacrifice this life, don't be a hero, not this time Not in the dirt, come rest between my thighs Before the eulogy There are things I cannot say until you come back to me Before the eulogy Don't let me be the one who carries this weight on
9.
drowning 03:20
found the ocean in this desert though they tried to hide me from it take some comfort in the moment dip my toes in, just for a minute let the gentle current take me from the shore to the sea feel the weight from all this gravity between you and me how's it feel to be less than human? breaking your bones to be something different the body aches to be forgiven everyone survives on stimulation let me listen to your secrets, babe, just let it all out dropping deep into your power show me what you’re all about drowning in your company I'm everywhere I need to be surrounded by this enmity I'm anywhere I shouldn't be I'm always the last to know I hope I put on a good show drowning in your company sinking down into the deep found the ocean in this desert and now they’re here to take me from it take some comfort in the moment dip my toes in, just for a minute let the gentle current take me from the shore to the sea feel the weight from all this gravity between you and me
10.
(To all Nu Girls, if you hear this message Stay away. The shrine has been compromised. Fall back and retreat. Goddess keep you safe. This message is set to repeat.) something grows I found out something grows even with the Noise that's taking over there’s a truth I know. this life I lead, so short and full of need, I’ve finally seen a future blossom from a single seed in the final hour I learn there is something to this dream, It doesn’t matter what they say Even when the fires burn away These crumbling bricks and falling stones And all the aching in our bones In the circles that we stood, We will remember sisterhood, And in the shadows of this light We understood, We've already won. (Don't forget me Don't regret me Not looking for your pity I am looking for a pretty face I'm a liar I'm on fire I am a motherfucker Living on her last days) [We are lost and found! Won't be safe and sound! We are lost and found! Rising from the ground!]

about

In the near future, an artificial disaster only known as "The Noise" is grinding society to a halt.

The times captivate the strong and pulverize the weak. Corpros rush to engage the remains in extreme rent-seeking. Isolation is a routine cost-saving measure. Green is nowhere to be found.

Three survivors coalesce in the shadows of catastrophe.

*Content Note: Cult of the Nu Girl explores themes of ecofascism, lesbianism, resistance, mortality and spirituality.*

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released May 12, 2023

Personal Acknowledgements:
Eve: I'm ever grateful for you supporting me through thick and thin. I love you so much. ♥️

Thank you Lia, for encouraging me to push my own creative boundaries. This project literally wouldn’t exist without you 💖

Lia, Lily, Eve, Renée, Chappy and Rich: for listening to so many mixes in varying states of completion 💙

Ellie, Nomi, Vince, Krista, Danger, Collin, and many other beta listeners: thank you!

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Reena Pang Ypsilanti, Michigan

Reena is a singer-songwriter based in Michigan. With a background in piano and ukulele, she writes evocative lyrical tracks for her expressive voice.

Out in the wild, one can usually find her somewhere in Ypsilanti, hunched over a keyboard or taking the bus to work.
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